'm depressed lately .. and .. the first time someone tells me, although that is a recurring theme is this stupid journal. Should I call it daily depressions, or seesaw as I can not be either a Diaye the other be more than fucking.
One of the many answers to this damn sad, is the school, I am giving a workshop and the world of education is bullshit, because if he works there should be a very desperate early madness.
It sucks, nobody listens, does not work, can not read, do not want to think or worry about anything, we may not have insurance or class and would account, I want to believe, as this surely is the second reason for my sadness.
I'm told I get tired very quickly and people have told me that I have many friends, think about it .. if I get tired very quickly if there are days when I do not want to see the same faces and want to run from that place, I do not speak to and not because I have to.
I'm tired of resignation that dominates the head of every person who wants to educate me, I'm tired of being treated as if he needed me to protect me. As far as younger
treat me like an inferior person.
I do not mean you know much, but I want to learn alone.
I also realized I need to stop relying on people, because they never think of me.
For the first time my mother told me the lake that had not really thought it was "you're a fool."
I give a lot to people and in the end, whenever I need help .. I fall and no one is there to help me, how lucky I am not a turtle or already be dead.
I am also tired of men treat me like a fool and just want to fuck with me, I am officially disgusted all the idiots who try something with me.
to the watercolors are fought with me, well I do not get anything in watercolor.
Today for the first time I told my brother, how I felt about the way he treats me and apologized, but I do not want to quit ...
Yesterday I got home and my last memory was chopped to the ground, can only think that it should not try to remember.
I've been hearing a lot of jazz, maybe that also depresses me oh yeah and Mr ZOMBIES, whom I love .. with good reason.
Recently a school girl hurt me without realizing it. My uncle
conned. My father
swindled me and gave me a cross, comfort. Interestingly
now, I have no problems with my mother.
saw my old friends and I realized I still live in the past.
I'm always the last to know, I'm a complete disappointment ... .. I do not want
.
And I take my dream.
